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i'd rather be dead than be alone

by sweater boy

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Cy Nothing Parker this is an album for people who love singer-songwriters Favorite track: i think i lost a friend.
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1.
i think i lost a friend don’t know who I am or how to let go i think i should have said i’d rather be dead than be alone and you can’t get it off of your mind every time i look into your eyes you want to show me your love like it’s your own but i can tell you just fear being alone i think i lost a friend don’t know who I am or how to let go i think i should have said i’d rather be dead than be alone i hear you talk about all your future holds you say you want to have some kids when you grow old you want to pull me in and reel me into your home it’s only been a month, girl; i barely know you at all i think i lost a friend don’t know who I am or how to let go i think i should have said i’d rather be dead than be alone maybe you will take it slow and have my head to hold but i’m not even feeling whole we’re better off alone i think i lost a friend don’t know who I am or how to let go i think i should have said i’d rather be dead than be alone don’t know who I am or how to let go i think I should have said i’d rather be dead than be alone
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i'm just trying to get good again all my friends say i'm losing it all i want is to be at rest i'm too soft when she's in my head i tell myself i'm proud of this and how we felt when we tried to kiss lost myself on a girl again but i'm too soft when she's always in my head these days are what i wanted i was fourteen the day i saw i was coming of age i thought that nothing could change but i won't even need you i'm just tired of feeling dead can't remember any words i said so how'd you feel when we called quits and i shut the door and i was gone again i wear the same clothes every now and then remember feeling your love is dead i feel like sinking 'cause i'm full of it i guess it's nothing 'cause i'm alone again these days are what i wanted i was fourteen the day i saw i was coming of age i thought that nothing could change but i won't even need you [dean says "yeah, i say we do half"] these days are what i wanted i was fourteen the day i saw i was coming of age i thought that nothing could change but i won't even need you
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you and i 03:38
this house is a wreck, and the walls are caving in. but every time i think of your eyes there’s a starlight; it glows in the red and white. and i see it in your skin, just you & i. this house is a wreck; rain water’s leaking in. but every night i think of your mind, and all the colors, the roses and the pinks and blues you like, and i see it in your skin, just you & i. and you say i’m your sad song, so i stay and play along because what’s today if you were gone? no i feel it in my chest; you’re all i want. and i see it in your skin, just you & i. so save your breath and look at my lips. it would be a crime if i stayed at home tonight. so take my hand; you know i can’t leave you alone this time because i feel it in our skin, just you & i. and you said “there’s no wrong in any of your sad songs because what’s today if you were gone? no i feel it in my chest, no you’re all i want; because i feel it in your skin, just you & i.” this house is a wreck, but you walked right in. oh i feel it in our skin, just you and i.

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spent a year working on this... very happy to have it out

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released August 14, 2020

produced by DËAN & sweater boy

all songs written by me, except "need to need you" written by david moran & dean glenn
all songs engineered by DËAN, except "you and i" engineered by grant wilson & DËAN
all songs mixed by DËAN
mastered by calvin lauber

management: rhys dreyer
photography: dean glenn
cover design & photo editing: david moran

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sweater boy Nashville, Tennessee

sweater boy is the solo project of david c moran and is inspired by personal life experiences, growth and healing, and of course, my dog.

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